«Tawwurt ansi ara d-yekk wawal, ma temdel ad tt-neldi»

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Ticki ssuden yiberdan ur yelli s- anda sufɣen , ticki teẓleḍ tikti ulac  ulac win ara tt-ifehmen, ticki yuɣal wakal d lbur ur telli neɛma id meqqin, ticki  texrab tmuɣli  yebɛed yigli i tt –yettmagaren, di tagnatin am tigi  anwa i-izemren ,bexlaf amedyaz,ad yezuzen lehlak-nneɣ, ad yesusem lejruḥ-nneɣ, ad yesgen tugdi yellan deg ixfawen-nneɣ akken s tafat  s –id gellun wawalen-is aɣ-id  iban  wayen ibeɛden yeqrab, aɣ-id iban  wayen  iweɛran yeshel, aɣ-id iban  wayen yellan  udrig  d amubin ? Mebla ccek Lounis Ait Menguellet yesemlal  tasa d wayen tebɣa, yesemsawi allaɣ d lhajnat-is , yezdi ixef ɣer yiman-is  s-umezday-ines ( album)  angaru id yefɣen. Amezday  umu i-isema «  Isefra ».Isefra yellan deg amud –agi amaynut  yefkat-id amzun d kra di tacriḥt-is, amzun d-amur seg ul-is, amzun d abruy seg ixef-is. Isefra yellan deg amud-agi  ldin tawwurt ɣef lbeḍna n umedyaz mebla leḥya. 

Lounis Ait Menguellet  deg isefra yellan deg amud-agi, yeldi ul-is akken medden ad dlun ɣef acu i tezzin seg daxel n ljwarḥ-is n  tuttriwin, n  tugdi, n tabɣest akked n-usirem. I tikelt tamazwarut yerra Lounis iman-is ddew tafat wer adari  akken tasgiwin  n yiman-is ( ɣef yerra niqal tili) ad banent akken llant mebla tufra mebla adari. S wakka si tezlit ɣer tayeḍ yeṭṭef-aɣ umedyaz afus akken ad neddu yid-s ɣer tmurt n tirga-s, ɣer  tɣuza n wasif anda yesazel  awalen-is  i d-ileqmen ayen din d isefra, ayen din d inumak.  Deg amud-agi  ajdid  yufar-d udem nniḍen n umedyaz imi lxiḍ iccuden isefra-s  yewwi-aɣ akken ad nelmili yid-s  s wudem nniḍen. Ahat  werǧin neḥulfa s leqruba n Lounis ɣer-nneɣ am akken id-as neḥulfa tikelt-a.  Xas akken am leɛwayed tira n Lounis  d ttin iwenɛan, tugniwin id yawwi  d t-id yesduqusen lxaṭer, lɣerza n isefra d ttin ɣer ur yeṣṣaweḍ yiwen, mac a  nnig unect-a yettefrir-d  si gar yifyar udem nniḍen n umedyaz imi s-isefra-agi yella-d uḍili ɣef ayen izedɣen deg telqay n yiman-is.  Lounis s wamud-agi   yelli tiwwura , i win ara s yeslan,ɣef lemwaji iceblen lxaṭer n lexwaṭer-is.  Tikelt-a, uqbel ad yilli d-amedyaz, d amdan iɣ-id yettllaɛin s wawalen  iseni yixef  ɣef uzrar n tudert akken ad yecrek yid-nneɣ aḥric di tmeddurt. Deg  amud –agi amaynut n yisefra ,  ur icuḥ  ara deg-s umedyaz ama si thuski neɣ ljehd n wawal,neɣ telqay n tugniwin. Meɛna xas akken ur yerhin ara sser  n tasekla deg isefra-s,   lḥir amezwaru ɣer Lounis yettban d-akken yebɣa aɣ-yezuɣer ɣer lqaɛ n tamda n umdan yettemɛabaren netta d yiman-is.  Yebɣa ad yinnig yis-nneɣ ɣer tufirin n-umdan ikecmen ɣer ugni n  « ih d wah » s demma n umjadel yellan gar netta akked  yiman-is. Deg tebḥat-agi n yinnig,  nnig yiman nnig ṛṛuḥ,  tidmi-nneɣ tettwenher ɣer  tinmegdalin( contraditions) i-izeggin s umelway-nsen ljedra n umdan  yesmirjiḥen  gar ifurkawen  n usirem akked uzulal, gar  igeḍman  n tbut akked ccek, gar  tizuraz n tebɣest  akked tugdi.  Azaylal xas ma yella Lounis yenced ulawen-nneɣ akken ad kken nnig-as. Amazan n Lounis d win ibanen : tucḍa( akken ibɣu yilli-tt)  tettweṣfed,  ṣṣwab( xas ma d imnejli)  d imezgi. Deg tizlit « walaɣ » , yesmalaleɣ Lounis akked tidet tamufirt yellan deg-nneɣ , imi win yeḍṣan ahat sebba n teḍṣa-s  d zyada n wurfan, win yettrun ahat  sebba n imeṭṭi-s  d lferḥ mi iɛum fell-as . Deg tazlit-agi  tulemda tedda akked lɣerza n wayen idergen  deg iman n-umdan. Tamsirt id yufraren d tagi :  timsal xas ma fkant udem s yiwen lqaleb , lqaleb-nni d imkall ex  imi   tidet –nsen-t( n timsal)  tuget di lawan tezdeɣ  anda nniḍen. Deg innig  ɣer iɣ-yenced Lounis  nettaf belli asmi tettnuzu tagmet, lɣaci reglen fell-as, asmi  d cwal   i-yettnuzun  lɣaci d amɛaber fella-s.   Timcukal n umdan di tudert mačči yiwet imi   ayen yerɣeb  ur yefki anzi i wayen yuffa, ayen yuffa ur d yezgi i wul mi i t-yennul. Tikwal amdan  yezwer ass-is , tikwal nniḍen d ass-is  it-yezwaren.   Tameṭṭut d lxiḍ n rruḥ !  D  dduḥ n tudert,  d timwela ht ɣer tidet  taḥarfit. Amdan i tettu,  iḥamel ad yers talaba n leɣrur. Iḥamel ad ihum deg tezrugin ineflan i ṣṣwab d lmeɛqul. Tuṣda ala awal is-yellan d nned. Tučḍa ala awal is-yellan d ssed. Akken ad necnu tameṭṭut ulayɣer anadi gar izurarz n umzur n tteryel. Akken ad nendekwi ɣef azal n ṭmeṭṭut  gelɛum-aɣ  ad nemekti,  uqbel akulci, tameṭṭut  d yelli-t-nneɣ, d waltmat-nneɣ, d zwaj-nneɣ , d yammet-nneɣ.Lounis  ur yeffir talluft imi argaz yenwan iḥudd tameṭṭut mi yedla ɣef tidet yuffa d tameṭṭut i-ɛussan fell-as. Tamɣer n yixef werǧin telli deg aqlileḥ, werǧin tezdiw ɣef  usfujeɣ neɣ timhujrit. Tamɣer n yixef akked lɛaza-s ur treṣṣa ɣef yir ssuq, yir reḥba, amjed ur nemɛin, aserxas n timadit imi  ala d tamusni akked  rẓana i d-afiriwen yettawin ɣer leɛli aḥaqani. « Iseɣ d ayla n wid i-iɛuz yiseɣ » i- yeqqar wanzi ma din nettu. Lemri n tidet yewɛer i umuqel, ala win umu yeṣfa wudem  d win umu zedig wul i-izemren ad iqazem leɛyub n yiman-is zdat lemri n yixef-is.Lounis yeslemdeɣ d-akken alama tufa yal taɣawsa amkan-is i-yettibriz waggens n tudert . Win yettkukrun uḍan  akked uɛawaz n wuḍan yezgel ammud di tmeddurt.  Di teṛha n yiḍ  allaɣ yettlejlijen yedda akked tregwa n lexwaṭer  ɣ er wanda treṣa  tidet ur yekki wammus. S wawal n taqbaylit aqdim acqiq &nbsp,; tidmi teḍfer tidmi n umedyaz akken ad ttebdedd ɣef cbaḥa n- umayag akked sser n teqbaylit ulama : «  a taqbaylit… mi id nuki txerbeɣ targit ». Texreb targit acku i lefhem txus leqraya. Texreb targit acku  i leqraya ixus lefhem. Texreb targit ɣef taqbaylit acku mi  txus tagamet neqrem, mi d tella tagmet a tt-neqrem. Taxreb targit acku mi tefsi( taluft)  a tt-nellem, mi tellem( taluft)  deg ufezqi uglugel-is  ad aɣ-tellem. Acu ara d yegg wawal ticki tenneḍ tidmi ɣef miḥlal ma d affus yegguma a t-yennal ? Di tibḥatin am tigi : «  ɛageḍ neɣ qqim, ayen nuggi la d yettleqim ». Yeɣṣab lawan, ussan ur ǧǧin  tallit i nhati. Xas akken kra yellan yekcem deg ayen yellan,  amedyaz  yega-d reḥba i yiɣimi akken allen ad rebḥent aḍili. Xerṣum lqidar n yiwet  nehta !  Iḥulfan-nni n zikk( n wasmi yecbeḥ usefru)  fllalin-d  si gar leɣmam n  lxiq yurzan ulawen. Tuɣal-d leḥmala –nni n tmeṭṭut  tin yeṭṭfen affus i «  Nekk »  yesmirjiḥen gar ifarawen  n yixef akken ad yeff ifer ara t-yawwin ɣef wanda yenṭed ṛṛuḥ.  Yethadden wul xas akken sfina n lexwaṭer tettamɛber akked lemwaji n iḥulafan. Di tagnit am ta ul ur yufi anwa ara yeseḍlem ma netta-t neɣ d iman-is.  Isefra akken bɣun llan  tawwind ṣḍa n ccuq seg isefra nniḍen. Mi temdel tawwurt ansi id yekka wawal, lhejna n tmena a tt-id teldi akken awal d-awezɣi ad yesusem. Wi cqa ma mgaraden lefṣul. Yal lawan s leɛyub-is, yal lawan s lexṣayel-is. Ddin ur yeḍfir ala yir anyir, anyir ur yezmir i yir ddin.  Ameqyas ma din yebran , ur yelli d taxatemt ɣef ṛṛuḥ imi d lḥawj n tilleli is-yefkan udem i wawal. D igafuren neɣ d ideflawen, d wid yedrewḍen neɣ wid iselban isfra n-usirem teksen leɣmam ɣef allen, isefra usirem tecrawen tagut ɣef allen !                

Ait Slimane Hamid 

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