Lmektub d inumak-is di tmedyazt taqbaylit (1)

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«Lmektub d yiwet n tazmert i  d- yekkan nnig-nneɣ akken a tt-seddu,  nebɣa neɣ ur nebɣi,  timsal ara yettaččaren tudert n  yal yiwen seg-nneɣ ».  D wa i d-anamek id-as  yesfka usegzawal (dictionnaire) i  lmektub.  Yettkemil diɣ (usegzawal)  yeqqar : «   lmektub d asmed n tadyanin i neǧrent tiregwa n tudert n yal amdan neɣ n yal timeti. Amud-agi n tedyanin,   yefɣen lebɣi-n umdan neɣ n timeti,   aḥkim-is   d lqedra tuffirt  tin ɣef  ur yedli yiwen ». Lmektub,  di yal zzman, yecɣeb tidmi n yemdanen . Izemniyen,  imusnwawen, at wawal d tira  ksed amek ur d wwin deg unadi-nsen (ɣef  inumak n lmektub) akken ad sefrun acu i d- lmeɛna-ines.  Yal  yiwen  anta tamuɣli id- as yefka . Ɣer André Malraux (1901-1976) lmektub mačči d lmut. Lmektub dayen yakk i d -iḍerun neɣ i d- yettnulfun , yettḥatimen ɣef umdan ad yegzi tafirt n yiman-is( la conscience de soi) . Si Ljiha-s Emil Cioran (1911-1995)   yettwali d akken win ur numin ara s lmektub  werǧin yeddir. Jean Giraudoux (1882-1944)  netta yeqqar : « lmektub  d azrireg amɣiwel n wakud ». Si tama-s Romain Rolland (1866-1944) yenna : «  lmeḥtum( l’impératif)  d nekni i –yettnadin  fell-as ». Ihi am  akka nettwali, tawenza teṣṣaweḍ   (ɣer  yiswi-s) widen  umu yehwa, tdeggir(ɣer yiswi-s)  widen umu ur yehwa-ara. Lmeɛna n wawal d akken amdan yella d anekruf  zdat  n lmehṭum.  Tudert-is tella deg yirebbi n lmektub. Ayen i d -yeẓda lebɣi n  lmektub , nebɣa-t neɣ ur ten-nebɣi , leqrar-is d ttilin. Amdan ma yefka azuɣer i tira n twenza timsal ad nulfunt s shala, ma yella yegga nmara ur yezmir ad iqereɛ kra.  Ahat anziyen n teqbaylit   takken-d tugna  iwenɛan ɣef tadyant-agi  imi deg awal neqqar : « ayen yuran ad iɛeddi » neɣ «  tira n twenza ur tṣefeḍ » neɣ  «  akka id-aɣ yura ».

D aḥulfu- agi nesɛa mgal lmektub i -yeǧǧen tidmi –nneɣ teqqaz trennu akken  ad tegzi lɣerẓa n tira yellan ɣef tawenza. Ayen yeḍran d wayen i ḍ-iḍerun neɣ ara d yeḍrun ɣer tuget n  yegduden yeddez yebrez imi  si zzman i-yura.  Imi yura ilaq ad yenulfu, ilaq ad yilli, ilaq ad yeḍru. Lmektub   yella i lmeḥtum(fatalité)d aken .  Amdan yerbeḥ neɣ yexṣer, yulli neɣ yuder d  lmektub-is  id-as iraden  akken . Amdan  cbiha-s d- ifer  yeselɛeb waḍḍu n leqdra akken ad yeɣli neɣ ad yezg anda kan id-as yehwa i netta-t.  Deg tidmi n yemdanen  lmeḥtum d lebɣi n leqdra , u lqedra  leqlam-is werǧin yecceḍ. 

Telha  tamuɣli yefka umdan i lmektub  neɣ dirit wi cqa,  imi  ay akken yebɣu yilli, mi teẓay teɛkemt n tudert ɣef yixef   taɣzint-nneɣ tettqelib ɣef isufar n ṣṣber deg asbibi n dnub i  lmektub. Ɣef ubeḥnuq-is i nṣeffeḍ tucḍiwin-nneɣ,  asḥisef-nneɣ, ɣelluy-nneɣ deg abrid tenǧer ddunit . Di yal tikelt deg ara yeknu lebɣi-nneɣ i lebɣi n waɛdaz, neɣ ad yeḥnunef  zdat 

icqiriwen n tudert, neɣ ad yeḍhu  yekna zdat taẓayt  n  tidyanin i d- tettnawal  tudert,  yal mi ara -aɣ yeseḥfu  unadi ɣef isufar  yettagen lemqud  i  temɛict,  yal mi  ara-aɣ  yesefcal  unamar  n wussan , yal mi ara d yeḍḥu   negguma ad neqḍeɛ  abrid s tikli,  yal mi ara- ɣ- id rran leḥyuḍ n tillawt , nettṣebbir iman-nneɣ s wawalen agi i d -yugman di lbir n timurṣad dɣa neqqar-as : «  akka i-ijered ɣef unyir , d wa i d  lmektub,  akka  i qader di tawenza, akka id aɣ yura… ». 

 I wakken ad yesusem   uqlileḥ s wacu tecweḍ tasa , lmektub d tabarda yelhan. Deg  udem-agi yettuɣal lmektub d ajermuq s wacu nxenneq tiɣri n tafirt-nneɣ  id- aɣ yettqazamen s tuzmiwin qariḥen yal mi ara nemderkel ɣef ublaḍ n facal . Mi neḥulfa s temẓi n tazmert-nneɣ mgal ddunit, neseḍlam  tawenza, nettara-tt d netta-t i d -aserggel zdat lḥawj n tmeɛ n lebɣi uxmit  yefran deg ixfawen-nneɣ. Aya nettemlil yid-s deg yifyar-agi n Matoub Lounes :

  Ur di yeseḍlam

Seḍlam lmektub yeɛṣan

Ur yulli waxxam

S tayri n temẓi iɣ -yeǧǧan

Tagara nezdeɣ d ṭlam 

Iruḥ yakk wayen nesaram

Ddunit tɛebba-am

Yura wayagi i d-yeḍran

Hamid Ait Slimane

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