Ulac acu yesefcalen amdan am ticki ara iẓer s wallen-is kra yezrɛa , kra yenwa ad yemɣi yeffeɣ d rrayaɛ. Ulac acu yesedhacen allen am ticki ara wallint akal ( deg nwant anṣib) ara yuɣal d lbur. Ulac acu yeseḥzanen ulawen am yiger mi ara teɛamer yir lɛecba .« Iṣṣub yiswir di kulci, am win yeɣran am win ur neɣri, tikwal win ur neɣri axir-is » is yenna umedyaz deg awal-is. Nedder alarmi neṣṣaweḍ ɣer tagnit am ta : nettraǧǧu dge ubudu lexrif ! Maca ahdum ur yeqqim ara kan din, imi anect-a n ɣelluy akked ugrireb , di tagnit n wass-a, ttbanan am akken d nitni i d leqrar, am akken d nitni i d ṣṣwab. Yulli usenjaq n timurṣad nnig iqera , zedwen wallaɣen ddew ubehri-ines. Ass-a gtent tilibizyuwat. Wid yestufen nnan lḥemdulah ma d wid iwallen ttneẓman ur d uffin anwa abrid ara aɣen. Tidet mačči d yiwet neɣ snat n tilibizyuwat id yenernan s annar n umṣṣawaḍ( communication). Limer d lebɣi-k ay ul tili aqlaɣ d imerkantiyen n tmsusni akked yidles . Maca gar ṭmaɛ d wayen yellan ayen din d- igejduren , ayen din n texnanasin. Xas akken gten wallalen n umṣawaḍ , ayen s- id glant( di tillawt) yecba aɣuru. Gar imaṭafen n ENTV d wid n index télé El Ajwa, KBC, El Watan TV , EL Nahar TV , El Chourouk TV, El Hoggar, El djazayriya, Dzayer TV ulac amgired . Yiwet cetla nsent ; yiwen udem nsent , yiwet n tlaba-nsent , yiwen uxaṭṭar deg-sent . Ayen yellan d ahil deg imaṭafen-agi ur d yewwi amgired ɣef ayen akken nennum nettwalit zikk-nni asmi iɣ teqqen tmara ɣer yiwen wahil n l’ENTV. Mi ara nwali acu id yettɛaddayen ɣef yigdilen ( les écrans) n tilibizyuwat-agi id yenulfan neqqar men ttif asmi akken tella kan RTA weḥdes deg annar wala anect-a .Lɛib mi ara yefti ma ur yestewḥac yesewham ! Meqqar di lwan-nni( zzman n RTA) llan nnuba-t yesɛan iswir akked azal am nnuba n Ahmed Bejaoui « ciné-club » . Meqqar di lwan-nni tagnit ɣer tayeḍ ttilin isura yuklalen tamuɣli. Meqqar di lawan-nni ttikwal yettili leɣlaḍ teɛaddayen-d t inaẓuren at iseɣ akked lḥerma am Cherif kheddam, Noura, Taleb Tahar, Idir, Imaziɣen Imoula, Meksa Abdelkader…wama ass-a ala timeskaɛrar ɣef acu dellun-t wallen. Yella deg awal : acu ara d yerrew yilem mu mačči d nger ! Nedder neṣṣaweḍ ɣer tagnit am t-a, anda d ifarḥen i iɛamren reḥba deg abdil n iḍabalen. Nedder neṣṣaweḍ ɣer tagnit am ta, anda asfujeɣ yuɣal d lmeɛna. Nedder neṣṣaweḍ ɣer tagnit am ta, anda tizelgi tuɣal d lewqama. I wumi ayen-nni n tilibizyuwat ma yella i wakken kan a nẓer nnuba-t yeskeɛriren yis-nneɣ , issura yetahayen yis-nneɣ acku wid isen yellan di lmendad ijeɛlaen agdud d-aɛaggu n ur yessin ara ad imeyezz gar ayen yellan d taẓuri d wayen yellan d ilellucen ? Neṣṣaweḍ ɣer tagnit am ta anda gugmen yimusnawen d ccix Chemsou ( deg el nahar tv) iwumi i tettunefk tagnit akken ad yesmir tiɛugent-is akked asthref-ines ɣer yirwanen l lqum ur neɛrif ? Ass-a d ccix Chemsou d timilat-is i yuɣalen d itran deg ttṛaǧǧunt medden ad gemrent tamusni. Iṣṣub yiswir di kulci… ahat awal-agi drus imi tidet kan ur d yegri yisewir di kulci ! Nedder armi nekseb tuget n wallalen n umṣawaḍ( communication) ama s wudem n tira ( iɣmisen) ama s wudem n temena( radyu, telibizyun, intenet) …mača nekni mačči am medden… nekni mi akken i tlaq tguni nettnekkar, mi akken i tlaq tnekra neggan.. dɣa werǧin nelli d lwaqt, werǧin yesneɣ lwaqt. Tuget n yeɣmisen yellan( id ttefɣen ɣer leswaq ) qrib ur d tettefeḍ ara deg-sen aḍris imeɛnan i tɣuri . Tuget deg aɣmisen-agi ur ttnuzzun ara. Ula d iɣmisen n waddal yugardeg-sen regamat akked uqacem wala ameyyze d usenqad imeɛnan . Radyuwat yellan am yiḍ am uzal d ccnawi n ṛṛay umu d ttbexirent( ula d tagi n Ṣṣuman neɣ Tizi Wezzu kif kif). Wama tilibizyuwat ula id nnini, imi gar isura n Ṭurk ( ur n ccud ur neqqin ) akked tiqulhatin id sufuɣen wigi nneɣ i tezzi leɛqal . Ahil-nsent si tṣebḥit ɣer tameddit ala amɛuqqu id yettawi. Tidet, nedder armi nerra tacmet d tahuski, armi nerra lɛib d-iseɣ, armi nerra iṣuɣan d awal, isusfan d aman, tiyita d aseḥlleli. Iṣṣub yiswir di kulci … neɣ ɛad ur d yeqqim yiswir di kulci ! Settin isaggasen menbeɛd amenzu n Unbir… mazal-aɣ netteṭṭed deg yir yiffan . Mazal nenwa rṣeḍ d ayefki, mazal nenwa ijdi d aman aɣ yeksen fad, mazal nummen ad yerew ubud lexrif . Neseblaɛ deg taḥbubin mebla acetki armi ur neẓri ma d tučda neɣ d ackunṭed i d deɛwessu. Asmi gzin medden inumak n wawal qqaren : « Ddwa sɣur yir amdan am halajɣar ineq, halajɣar sɣur amdan yelhan am ddwa ḥellu iɛtaq ». Akkin leǧnas d amḥizwer amek ara d yefrir yisem-nsen, ad rnun tiḥajurin-nsen ɣer lebni n tɣerma talsawit. Ma d dagi ɣer-nneɣ mazal n tezzi ɣef iɣulad yagrarben amer seg-sen ad nekkes aẓru i yir lebni id nektal mebɣir lebɣi. Yetnewa lxaêer mi ara d yendekwal wa ad yaff menbeɛd 3000 n isaggasen n tillin ɣef akal –agi, iseɣ-nneɣ yedda d- iḍuman ddew taɣectu-tt n timurṣad i yerran gar ifassen-nneɣ ṣalaḥ n lbiruwat. Imi lewliya hujren lemqam anwa tebɣam ad yezdeɣ lemqam ? Imi lewliya hujren lemqam, amek tebɣam deg lemqam ad hadren lewqam ? Imi d- izan i tezzin ɣef yiǧeǧǧigen amek tebɣam ad tifrir tamemt ? Imi id neṣṣaweḍ ɣer tagnit am ta , annef i yifeṭiwej aɣ-yesmundel iwakken anda tella tafat a ttenxayel !
Ait Slimane Hamid